Wednesday, June 23, 2010

you seem like a soldier who's lost his composure

what do you do when you don't know what to do anymore?
when all of the pictures on the walls of your world seem to be falling.
the walls themselves aren't yet caving in.
it's not that bad.
but it's not easy.
it's hard to stay happy. positive. motivated.
i'll keep smiling.
it's pretend.
i'm sarcastic.
i've been in this place on this road before.
i'll have to move in one direction or the other.
i hope i can muster the courage and energy to go the right way.
the wrong way holds harsh consequences.
these are the times when my toddler instinct returns.
i'd like to close my eyes and disappear.

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